a run of days

Well this is the last in a run of days with my job.  I am just brain dead and having a difficult time keeping my brain in the game.  Hopefully I will get some really decent customers tonight as I need the break.  I know now how not to schedule myself, I just get too tired with the long drive and therefore I just not as sharp as I need to be and then I make silly errors.  Well anyway, this is the last day for a few.  I usually enjoy my job alot but it just seems like alot lately prob. because the test is this Thursday and I am worrying a little bit about it.  I also am made aware of how rude people truely are or maybe sometimes they are just ignorant and dont know any better, hearing and deaf alike.  Then you have really wonderful people also, you just hope the computer system gives ya some good ones!!!  The quality of the connection makes a huge difference, sometimes the picture quality looks like you are both under water and then people will try to use the videophone in the semi dark and we cant see crap.  I am not superwoman and cant see with my xray vision.  The cell phone companies cell their phones with video capablities but their network support or the camera itself leaves so much to be desired.  So I as an interpreter can get blamed for not understanding the message but I cant even see it!!!  Oh well it happens, part of the fun I quess.

Dave is very tired, not been sleeping well.  Missy will be taking two weeks off before class starts as they have ran off she was like heck yeah!  So two week vacation before school starts.  They had an overbundance of workers and not enough work.  So she is looking forward to some extra sleep.  Meg is doing job search as she want to change from McDonalds to retail so hitting the ground and getting at it.  Well better get back.

mentoring, testing, work and blessed rain

It rained last night and the whole earth feels like it has taken a much needed bath, I hope it does it all again soon!!  I have alot of green tomatoes but not alot of ripe ones yet.  I am thinking it will all happen at once and then I will be overloaded with them which is not a bad thing! 

I have done alot of mentoring this week which is hard for me to lay myself out there and be vulnerable.  That is difficult for most everyone but esp. for me this is a weakness, I notice that I have a hard time allowing this to happen.  However it is the best way to grow and learn so sallow hard and do it.  I test next week on Thursday. 

I have a five day run of work and I am praying that it is uneventful, I am doing better with my depression I am not having as much panic as I was having, but I am also not having my normal drive to get things done, so I am not back to "normal" yet. 

I am looking forward to vacation with Dave and I have missed him and Meg around here this week they come home tommorow but I will be at work by the time they get here :(  Suppose to meet MLK for lunch so need to get around.

my lazy day??

Today is suppose to be my lazy day...  so I went to mentor to get ready for my test this morning in St. Joe and then meet a friend for lunch.  Came home did laundry, folded two loads of laundry, working on washing dishes, swept and mopped mud room, put away a few groceries. . . and so many more little things to take off the list.  I just think back to when you were a teen and when you were off you were really off.  Just a random thought here.

doldrums

Well I have had to change my meds again, tweaking them to get them right, so I have been fighting what I call the doldrums which is not really depression per se but maybe the blahs would be the best way to describe them, it kinda is summed up in a whatever, I dont care attiude.  I am doing what needs to be done and that is about it. 

Dave and MDK are off to camp and seem to be doing well, pray for Dave as he sounded really tired yesterday on the phone and it is just the start of camp. 

healing this stupid knee

Well I am off the pain meds, my knee is enough better that I can use OTC pain meds now.  It really doesnt get too painful but boy it has been stiff and sore.  It kinda feels like the sprain I had in my wrist not that long ago.  I dont work again till Saturday so trying to catch up things around the place.  However yesterday I had a touch of the flu and was in the bathroom every half hour.  It seemed to finally all pass about 4 pm yesterday but left me feeling a bit wiped out.  I hope to get Meg's vehicle liscensed today, it has taken a while to get everything up to par on it. I did like seven loads of laundry yesterday, I have not been that far behind in a long time.  The tree stuff is almost done, we have to go through the greenhouse mess and finish that up and MFA has to get all the paperwork done and we will send that into them.  We are close to be done with it.  We have gotten some of the insurance money in.  I have green tomatoes hoping one of them will ripen for Dave's bday.  Well better go for now.